emo zong is not good.

sometimes i feel myself being so clueless and oblivious to the world in the state it is in now. when i think of it, thoughts are rather silly, but honestly, i feel like the world is coming to a natural destruction very soon.

both natural and human made.
the scariest part i would say would be human made.

i guess to all those haven't decided on what to do or how to carry on, appreciate what is around you right now, only then will you able go on.

alright, to those who are enquiring about me going to jc, well the truth is, after thinking and enquring and debating, i've decided i might not go to jc after all. it's stupid really cause i fear i may regret going my stess myself out, but honestly i really know what course i would like to do in poly. talking to my mum about my decision, she says i'll just do whatever i think it's the most suitable for me. i'm glad, but no matter what, i'm still going to work hard.

i know i was ready and all set for the plans, but as i always said, things change. and this would be my probably my last decision. however, i will get a degree and according to my mum she'll give me her full support.

damn, it's times like this i realize i must treat everyone around me better.

why is it that this rush treatment of life is so struck on.

recently i realized that on my way back on trains, somehow the train opposite of mine will always be mockingly empty, well almost empty anyways. whereas mine will be completely full. this applies for all trains and busses wherever i go.

i've been sleeping late again, god i got to learn to sleep early so i won't be such a grouchy bitch in the mornings during school.